Day 1,061 (of this president)

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this madness, let us sleep
louder and ruder by day
division and diversion

but we won’t look away

my eight year old wants to know
on our drive home 
how did he get elected, mama?
that is a great question, love

we cannot even keep up
there is not even a way to explain it 
to myself

but I remember day one
how can we forget that rainy 
upside down
clown show

refusing to watch
but then sneaking a glance
the curiosity outweighing the protest

the fury unearthed 
better than the lunchroom gossip

if this is US history
will we survive long enough
to say we were there for the nightmare?

when at last will we stop?

if numbers actually don’t 
matter so much
why should we show our work in math?

if the truth is an illusion
what is the point of learning?


© Samantha Lazar 2019

Jealous Old Man

A Poem

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your official statement
on this issue
your seething
gas-lighting
comedy act
obscene and vile
as if your actual 
chastisement 
gains anything
you are not her teacher
her grandfather 
her anything

try humility on for size
say the words
well done!
congratulations!
genius!
the youth will save us!
I want to strive to be you when I grow up!
you are a role model for generations to come!
what an inspiration!
listen to the children!

yet she is another flick of ash
in your way 
discarded and discounted
disqualified by you
a bug on the windshield
a little girl on a swing set

she’s got her eye on you
your criticism crying and complaining
for a half a second
before casting you into the ocean
some debris to steer around
for better things to do with her time


Samantha Lazar 2019